Drawn Away

I am drawn in so many directions.
Stuck in the waves
Pushed and pulled
From pleasure to fear
Apathy to dissatisfaction
Terror to contentment
Some thoughts terrify me
Others give such hope
They say thoughts
They can't harm?
Thoughts in all their forms can heal or harm
Memories of malice or kindness
Hopes abandoned or restored
Plans done artfully and regretted
Loves skillfully squandered or reveled in
Like skyscrapers of spaghetti and marshmallows
Minds crumble under their own weight
People walk towards self destruction
They move to embrace loss like an old friend
Let us look to ourselves and see who we are
Fear not memories of such avoidable loss
Fear not past failings and mistakes
Fear not such memories of ectasy
Fear not the memories of the burns
Float on through them steeping
The person you saw in the past
Who will that person become?
Is that who you want to be?
What was felt then you'll...
you'll feel it again, right?
Don't get lost in them.
learn from them.
Learn to like looking the one in the mirror in the eye.
Learn to see that person as the world does