Fear

The terror. It rules me.
Don't ask them, you can't handle the answer.
Ask again. Make sure their feelings haven't changed.
You have failed. Look like you are trying.
You don't want them to know your absolute and total failure.
Hide from the world. Hide your shame. Your guilt.
You absolute failure.
Most of all hid from yourself. You know why the world hates you. You have failed.
Why wouldn't they? Why do you do this to yourself? Why do you ruin your life.
Oh that's right.
You aren't good enough.
I know it to be true. My Master keeps me in check.
The Fear.